Saturday, January 7, 2017

Ole oma soovidega ettevaatlik /Be careful what you wish for

Introverdina vajan aeg-ajalt *khm* aega täiesti iseendale. Olen juba mõnda aega soovinud, et tekiks mõned tegevusevabad päevad. Mõni päev, kui ei peaks midagi tegema, kellegagi suhtlema ja saaks lihtsalt olla. Terve päev. Jah, hetki proovin võimalusel tekitada aga terve päev. Ei no, ideaalselt ikka vähemalt kaks päeva. Järjest. Küsi ja sulle antakse, right? Selle nädala alguses leidsingi ennast mitte midagi tegemast, voodist, higistamas palavikku alla.  Saingi tervelt mitu päeva voodis lebada jõudmata midagi teha, sest isegi silmade avamine oli valus. *ei, minu mitte midagi tegemine ei tähenda pikali voodis lakke vahtimist* Ühed väsitavamad päevad üldse.

Ei. Oma soovidega ei pea ettevaatlik olema, nagu ikka sõltub kõik enese täpsest väljendamisest.

As an introvert, I sometimes *khm* need some time just for me. I have wished for that for quite some time now. Just a couple of days every once in a while when I don`t have to do anything. Time when I don`t have to communicate with anyone nor do anything necessary. Time for me. Entire day. I try to find such time every day but entire day. Ideally at least two days but one would do. Ask and you shall receive, right? At the beginning of this week I found myself doing nothing, in my bed, sweating and trying to fight the fever. Nope, my time does not mean laying in bed doing nothing. One of the most tiring days.

No. You don`t have to be careful what you wish for, you just have to know exactly what you wish for and not be vague.